Anyone else feel like killing their self tonight?

I don't think I can tolerate another day of being cold, hungry, broke and so sad that I cry several times a day. There are no jobs. I owe for things I can't pay for without work. Heck, I can't buy the basic supplies one needs in order to survive. The real kicker is , when I die I will have to hide because we can't even afford a hole to be dug and a pine box. I think once my grand kids have their Christmas, I will go for a long walk to never be found, Bye ya;ll Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and may all the great and wonderful CEO.s with a marginal IQ enjoy their multimillion dollar year end bonuses . Their companies have been bailed out by the American Tax payer while the American Tax payer is in a financial and mental depression. Their is not a recession! When the workers die, the CEO and captains of industry will have to do their own labor, or give it ALL to Mexico and India. But who will grow their food, who will teach their children and who will build their luxury items. Bread will once again cost barrels of money .If there is an afterlife and I can watch what is going on, I will finally have a big laugh after years of tears.I am looking foward to that big laugh!